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been quite a long tyme since i blog.
been busy wif werk and my guys.
haish.
aniwaes.
dunno if want to go countdown or not.
bcoz countdown is on hari raya haji.
damn!
want to go countdown at vivo!
c first ar.
k cao!


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guess wad..
at werk now.
da werking envt is cool.
im actualli typing in frm da laptop at werk.
its quite relax ar.
u jus haf to be da recep.
but im temporary.
for a dae only.
no prob.
im havin fun bsides being alone.
im juz doodling on papers.
surfing da net at da same tyme.
u ken slack sia.
i'll miss da werk though.
its kinda relax.
its fine.
i'll try to find other werks.
if i get.
lucky fer me tat my aunt called.
hehe.
tanx aUNT!harrts ya baybeh.
nobody call me..YET.
aniwaes.so wadd.
layter maybe go play pool.
woohoo!
signing off..
bijou!


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sial ar..
tired sey.
buay tahan!
came beck at 10+p.m.
lpak at library ferst den go beck.
got no sales larr..
*sobsob*
gotta open a/c soon.
or i wud be under those freaks.
got dis one minah at werk.
so FUCKING kerek siak!
tell u more tmrr.
nyte2.
too tired ar..


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went sentosa wif my cuzzins last sat.
been away coz im in m'sia.
so much to sae.
lazy to type..
be going fer interview tomorro.
meeting Fiza tomorro.
so yeah.
haf opportunity.
one is wif Fahmi anoder wif Fiza.
not sure which i will get.
haha.
aniwaes beck to da sentosa thingy.
went tere wif him also.
was so reluctant to step in da water.
haha.
when he finally saw da water DAMN inviting,
change his mind.
LOL.
told me he wasn't gonna talking wif my cuzzins.
but in da end,
dey end up playing soccer together.
saed he was anti social.
yeah ryte..
tat explains how he got loads of gerls number.
r ya kidding me?
anti social?too social aredi..
haha.
aniwaes..hoping fer da best tomorrow.
was told tere are many HOT guys tere.
so what.
motive>>work.
not DROOL over hot guys.
im attch wadd..
ohoh..horns coming out..
heehee.
peace.
=)



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been quite awhile since i've updated
alot has happened.
been sheddingtears non stop dis few daes.
thanks to him
yeah.
tanx alot.
da ferst dae.
i dun realli mind though.
but made me worry alot.
haish.
ppl may look at us as a hapie couple.
but noe wad.
we keep hurting each other non stop
correction he's hurting me alot.
yesterdae..he made me cry wifout knowing it.
didn't even apologise.
BIG DEAL huh?
wad made me cry?
he's insensitive to my feelings.
he noes i've looked forward to talk to him.
due to the dae b4 incident.
i tot he came home late.
called his bro.
saed he was not in.
but layter on when i called him he sae he came home early.
hahaha..
dunno if its true or not.
well.
its up to me to believe him or not.
he noe i was crying.
i was hurt.
he didn't made any effort to even sae sorry.
or to console me.
im demanding aniting.
todae,
he made me cry again.
supposed to be our anniversary
tot he'll wait for me so we cud go out or sumtynk.
he nvr even called to sae he go cycling.
duh..i was sadd.
nvr tot he wud do tat.
instead of waiting fer me to celebrate
he went wif his frens.
isn't it obvious hu's da top prioroty ryte now?
UR FRIEND.
hah.
it doesn't matter though.
i called him.
playing his PSP
of course he was distracted.
i told him tat he was insensitive.
why wud he go out wif his frens instead of being me.
guess u got sick of me huh?
u did console me when i was crying.
was reluctant to do so.
could tel from ur voice.
i told him to go and eat.
he did.
not 5 mins talking to me afterwards
he's in lalaland
sleeping.
pretending to be talking to me.
its your daily routine now.
come back late,take a long tyme in da shower,eat and sleep.
no tyme fer me.
i dun exist animore.
sae it str8 to me.
jus sae i dun EXIST in ur life animore.
*sobsob*

sae you wud bring me out tomorrow.
to sort of compensate fer wad happen.
no.
nth gonna change now.
its not tat easy.
u can buy my happiness wif money.
i miss da old you.
alwaes been tere fer me.
no matter wad.
ur different now.
we'r not as close as we use to be.
things haf change.
only 1 tynk doesn't.
my LOVE fer you.


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Been almost a week since my parents went to M'sia.
stayed in s'pore wif my aunt and uncle
hehe
dey cook good food.
haha
exams went on pretty well.
i was quite hapie
dun haf much to sae.
in a veri fucked up mood.
da laughs are all fake.
type it fer amusement.
i tynk.
lets switch frm crap mode to normal mode.
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hmm..
tmrr is O lvl.
im so scared.
i noe ive prepared well.
but den i dun tynk its enuf.
my body is tingling all over.
LOL
i dunno wadda hell fer.
xcited abt tmr.
den it'll be continuous.
until fridae.
haha.
its okae.
i noe i ken do it.
hoping fer da best.
dream is to be in Milennia.
all da best to me!
loves and misses to u.
k bye.
study hard to all my frens taking o lvl.
going to my aunt house.
cooked pasta.
okae den.

SHANA
SHANA was BORN on Fifteen of SEPTEMBER! She lurves attending school and is seriously INSANE.
SHANA adorable
SHANA her music rocks her werld

SHANA hates exams

SHANA seems to be a very complicated gerl

SHANA does not seem to UNDERSTAND her own feelings & emotions

SHANA a walking HAVOC
shanashanashanashana

http://www.myheritage.com

theLOVES;
chocolatesif u wanna please me,chocs alwaes werks
straberry shortcake cartoonso adorable!
panda
the IDEA of clubbing
hiim
my dearest
my frens
retro stuff
classmates
my sayang
milk&cookies chocolate
kawaii dress
hmm..chocolate
more chocoates..
more & more CHOCOLATES
POOH only da baby
mascara
eyeliner


%theHATES;

hate ppl hu sae i step cute...
those hu STARE at me fer no fucking reason.
hate stuck up bustards
ppl hu are irritating
sweet talkers
pretenders
wannabes
wadever ar.
those ppl hu find urself nonsense go get a life
bitches..hmm..wait..am i one?NAA!!

what i NEED but i cun GET
more SHOES
more CLOTHES
nokia 3250
a PSP
my own LAPTOP
a wardrobe full of clothes tt i design
to be rich.(yeah ryte!)
have my own photo STUDIO
get my own DIGICAM
SKIRTS..brown,black,purple
accesories..earrings,necklaces..
be able to play guitar
to be SINGLE agaen
da list would go on FOREVER if i wud to write on.

!archives

12/01/2003 - 01/01/2004;
01/01/2004 - 02/01/2004;
03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004;
06/01/2004 - 07/01/2004;
07/01/2004 - 08/01/2004;
08/01/2004 - 09/01/2004;
10/01/2004 - 11/01/2004;
11/01/2004 - 12/01/2004;
12/01/2004 - 01/01/2005;
09/01/2005 - 10/01/2005;
10/01/2005 - 11/01/2005;
11/01/2005 - 12/01/2005;
12/01/2005 - 01/01/2006;
01/01/2006 - 02/01/2006;
02/01/2006 - 03/01/2006;
03/01/2006 - 04/01/2006;
04/01/2006 - 05/01/2006;
05/01/2006 - 06/01/2006;
06/01/2006 - 07/01/2006;
07/01/2006 - 08/01/2006;
08/01/2006 - 09/01/2006;
09/01/2006 - 10/01/2006;
10/01/2006 - 11/01/2006;
11/01/2006 - 12/01/2006;
12/01/2006 - 01/01/2007;

!connections

aishah☺

huiying☺

DeeDee☺

fiqaH☺

bEE piinGgg☺

EEuXiL☺

DiLLy☺

fel05☺

YuNa☺

Fauzi☺

Monica_anGeL☺

Aida_DArlynK☺

DibEE☺

AnisZ☺

BasiRah☺

Diyanah☺

Azwin☺

FasReeNa☺

ShaFF shoe blog☺

ina marina☺

!happenings

23rd march Azmi b'dae
14th may Fahmi b'dae
29th may mly o'lvl
8th june class outing
15 june fiza b'dae,10 mth anni
21 july musical nyte
15 sept my b'dae
GRADUATION NYTE
17 oct O' lvl starts
19 oct Bee Ping b'dae
24 oct Hari Raya
20 november O'lvl finish
22 november date wif Fizaa
5 Dec Ministry of Sound

!credits

layout ; j-wen
image ; I
brushes ; various sources