tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-62326162011-04-21T10:50:02.831-07:00telling u a bit about me n my life...shanaheartsazmihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18377531057088857131noreply@blogger.comBlogger2081100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232616.post-1166799555132880452006-12-22T22:58:00.000-08:002006-12-22T06:59:15.133-08:00

been quite a long tyme since i blog.been busy wif werk and my guys.haish.aniwaes.dunno if want to go countdown or not.bcoz countdown is on hari raya haji.damn!want to go countdown at vivo!c first ar.k cao!

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guess wad..at werk now.da werking envt is cool.im actualli typing in frm da laptop at werk.its quite relax ar.u jus haf to be da recep.but im temporary.for a dae only.no prob.im havin fun bsides being alone.im juz doodling on papers.surfing da net at da same tyme.u ken slack sia.i'll miss da werk though.its kinda relax.its fine.i'll try to find other werks.if i get.lucky fer me tat my aunt

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sial ar..tired sey.buay tahan!came beck at 10+p.m.lpak at library ferst den go beck.got no sales larr..*sobsob*gotta open a/c soon.or i wud be under those freaks.got dis one minah at werk.so FUCKING kerek siak!tell u more tmrr.nyte2.too tired ar..

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went sentosa wif my cuzzins last sat.been away coz im in m'sia.so much to sae.lazy to type..be going fer interview tomorro.meeting Fiza tomorro.so yeah.haf opportunity.one is wif Fahmi anoder wif Fiza.not sure which i will get.haha.aniwaes beck to da sentosa thingy.went tere wif him also.was so reluctant to step in da water.haha.when he finally saw da water DAMN inviting,change his mind.LOL.told

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been quite awhile since i've updated alot has happened.been sheddingtears non stop dis few daes.thanks to himyeah.tanx alot.da ferst dae.i dun realli mind though.but made me worry alot.haish.ppl may look at us as a hapie couple.but noe wad.we keep hurting each other non stopcorrection he's hurting me alot.yesterdae..he made me cry wifout knowing it.didn't even apologise.BIG DEAL huh?wad made me

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Been almost a week since my parents went to M'sia.stayed in s'pore wif my aunt and unclehehedey cook good food.hahaexams went on pretty well.i was quite hapiedun haf much to sae.in a veri fucked up mood.da laughs are all fake.type it fer amusement.i tynk.lets switch frm crap mode to normal mode.>>>>LOADING>>>>>process failed!crapcrapcrapcrapcrapcrap

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hmm..tmrr is O lvl.im so scared.i noe ive prepared well.but den i dun tynk its enuf.my body is tingling all over.LOLi dunno wadda hell fer.xcited abt tmr.den it'll be continuous.until fridae.haha.its okae.i noe i ken do it.hoping fer da best.dream is to be in Milennia.all da best to me!loves and misses to u.k bye.study hard to all my frens taking o lvl.going to my aunt house.cooked pasta.okae

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after how u treatd me yesterdae.u left me hurt and confused.oblivious to wads happening.u were angry.tried to soothe tt hart of urs.but to no avail.i wasn't thanked or appreciated.instead u talk to me wif harsh werds.tried calling agaen to c if u were fine.asking if u were okae.thought abt u all nyte.can't sleep.heart broknn.i dun deserve to be treated tt way.u called me jus now.harrt stll

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1 november 2006starting of a new month.2 more months to a new year.whee.aniwaes.be xpecting LOTS of guest todae.my father family be coming fer hari raya.err..harrt broknn cun gt to celebrate dis year.MAYB b going out hari raya.not cnfirm.and i got a date wif maya.go jln raya.haha.begging lyke craziie. been so long since i went out wif dem.so yeah.be gong dis 18 november.2 daes to freedom.finish

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woah.its been 5 daes since i updated.well.been busy wif o lvl preparation.worried sick how im gonna do fer o lvl.prelim sux.owaes been telling my mum dat i ken do it fer O's.hope i wun dissapoint her.feeling lyke shit nowadaes.nvr 4gif my self if cun make ti to poly.hmm.everytime when i go beck to him.u came beck to my lyfe.im sorry to dissappoint u.i've come to love him.i sacrfice too much fer

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its hari raya tmrr~gonna miss those ppl hu r gone.lucky fer me i still haf all my family in a whole.ain't got no missing pieces.hope het's getting along fine.wish ya all da best baybeh.been verii badd lately.haish.mcm maner nk mintk maaf?paisey.so many mistakes done in a short period of time.i dunno how to face my parents tmrr.seek for forgiveness.tears will be shed.tat is confirmed.mistakes

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saw him yesterdae.was wif fahmi.LOLjealous ar die.haish.im sorry lar.im trying my best to avoid u.but seems lyke da more i try to avoid.da more i c u.nevermind.u'll nvr be forgotten.our sweet memories will owaes be on my mind.aniwaes.fahmi if ure reading dis tkmo mrh2 k?haish.k lar.need to study.take caire.bubye.

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haish~didn't sleep since yesterdae nite.i wanna sleep.but i can't.no more miss piggy.scince practical layter on.well prepared i guess.stayed up all nyte studying.aniwaes im so tired.its 6.30 aredi.better go bathe.im gonna be late fer skool.shit!gonna be quarantined fer 4 hours.wadever.toodles.hey baby!if ure reading dis.go check ur friendster.a lil suprise fer ya.muarckz!

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yesterdae was my grad nyte.so kool!lurve my outfit.funky.woots!hehe.they were so gorgeous. da wae dey dress up so pretty.last minute shopping though.but it paid off.went to do up my hair fer $26.quite x though.mummy was so supportive abt it.i was da one going going fer graduation but she was da fussy one.LOL.took alot of pics.haha.like superstar.it was fun.but sadly juz now morning.mum caught me

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sigh~tis fridae my grad nyte.still got no idea how to wear my dress.its kinda baby dollish type.real cute.love it.display it aredi.view mayb not to nice though.im bored.o lvl is lyke 21 daes awae.3 weeks!oh no!miss sum1 so much.its funny how u ken make friend in a minuteappreciate dem in one daelove dem in a year.and dey forget u in a second.sigh.oh well.i did sumtynk veri bad.i told a lieabt

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can't wait fer grad nyte.so xcited.whee!so hapie!bought my dress.every1 in class oso xcited abt it.LOLwho isn't?kk i haf to go now.nyte class.tc.here's a view of my dress.p.s its brown.

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veri sadd todae.she was ouhkay in skool.after i went beck lpak wib Fahmilucky i was hanging arnd skool area.dilly call me saying she needed me.i was shocked!duh!heard tt she got dumped.i wonder y is he doing tt to her.they've been 2gether fer almost 3 years+haish.guys.wad to do..they'r alwaes hurting gerls hu DON"T deserve to hurt.heard tt one of da causes was revenge.if revenge was on ur mind

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yesterdae go to uncle aman house.break fast tere.we were late though.didn't haf enuf tyme to cook.we reached tere 10 minutes late.lotsa food....i tynk.we brought mee soto wif bee hoon.(yuck!)hate bee hoon.dunno wad ppl lyke abt them.eeee..dun lyke da texture.aniwaes.im damn hungry ryte now.didn't wake up fer sahur.den i manage to wake up to go ugamer.yay!after a mth nt attending.was kewl!instead

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had a fight wif him.fine.go ahead and scold me wif those werdsyeah duhh..im hurtt..but u care?nope..check my fone 4 wadd?i didn't let euu and u go berserk.itried my best not to be hurt.im fasting.lotsa patience is needed.u apologised.fortunately for ya im a forgiver.but i dun forget.too badd for ya.so full.went to johore.window shopping.went to break fast at a buffet in a hotel.cost arnd RM122..

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whee~nvr go skool todae.laziie.LOLi tynk if o skool also results lyke SHITso betta stay at home and relax.not been getting enuf sleep lately.guess wadd.woke up at 12.30.call me miss piggy.LOLhmm.bored ryte now.mourning over my results.haish.can't seem to pass any subjects.i gotta to put boys aside i tynk.i have to get thru dis b4 tinking abt love.my o lvl is more impt den any guy.it mould my

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sleepover at Tante house yesterdae.free flow sey.hehe.LOL.update more later.tmrr HaiQal b'dae.haha.Hapie B'dae Dear.hehe.kk caoz!

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sigh~got scolded by mummy.she saw da pic of me and HIMdat sucks okae.when im wif u.everything seems to go wrongim so pissed.i noe dat im willing to sacrifice fer euu.but not everything.i need to haf my own space.its not tat i wan to avoid u.she's been talking bullshit ok?FUCK LYFE!tis sux.can't even haf peace for awhile .i juz finish PRELIMS.need to relax fer awhile.its jus tat sumtynks i can't

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maths paper was quite DOable.LOLi tynk i'll oni manage to scrape through.get a passing mark.haha.got a present frm Abg Taufik.so kiyut.a POOH pillow.mcm tau jerr i lyke POOH.heex^well.juz now aftr skool.follow dilly.she go smoke;i juz took a few puffs.den daddy fetch me.go rin house.go c mak and bak.mak cry when she sae i nvr go c her..alalala...i sayang u makk!hehe..den go harbour front.go mamz

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wads da date agaen?oops.19th..ouh its Aida's bdae.dunno how to contact her.LOLwhoops.been so long.stuff tat happen before dis daes.well~on 16th i went out to town wib Fahmi.LOL.tot of bringing my frens but dey laziie.so nvm.he bought me a dress.haha.brown colourrrr..my fave.niice.heex.we went to bugis.my feet almost came off.so tired.wore da wrong shoes.da butterfly one.feet hurrts.ouch*we went

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sigh~already expected.no fone.already abt to register for da fone.den sae my mum a/c cannot use.daddy scolded me fer no reason.juz now morning went to skool wib shukri and asyik.so kiyut.saed Azmi got buy sumtynk fer me.yeah ryte.after skool saw Fahmi.jus abt to follow Azmi den tk jadi.sigh~even da people in class 4got my b'dae.not even one bloody present.one is enuf.is tat too much to ask fer?so

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sigh~not be getting my dream fone.anoder dream shattered.juz few daes b4 my bdae,broke up wib hiim.haish~my harrt still wanns hiim.but he's not giving me hope animorei tynk he's found sum1 else.or his beloved ex.i shan't disturb euu animore.juz one request.ken i spend a mmt of my b'dae wibb euu?u dun seem to reply on MSN.so i guess not.woah~mcm tawu jerr i tgh bebual psl euu..ahakz.LOLbtw he jus

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sigh~he's hiding sumtynk from me.y r u doing dis to me?wad haf i done?i onli ask fer da truth.nothing more.tu pon susah nk ckpi noe ur hiding sumtynk from me.i chose not to acknowledge it.but it seems to b ryte.he stubborn?im more srubborn.do u haf to make me suffer?tried my best to love u wholeheartedly.im soo hartt broknnwad da fuck!stopp hurting me..if u sae da truth hurts..dis hurts more okae

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whee~Saturdae was da best.on Fridae slept over at Kak manjer house help them make da hantaran.got one whole basket of perfume.a tray of burberry stuff.so kewl!a basket of friuts.and dunno wad else ar.b4 tat i go mit darlynk ferst.sit wif him at pondok.den we decided to go find phone.haish.so poor thing.both of us gt no phone.haha.LOLden he send me to da bustop.actualli planned to sit wif him.but

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whee~shoo bad.juz now cabot mock exam.haish.but den tk jad.nvm used to it.LOLhmm.sae he got no fareactualli i wantd to go his place.but i was sleepy tt tyme.den i didn't sae.soo tired.planned to go out but.hahatk jadi..so sadd.its okae.but my burfdae i dun careu mus go out wif me.if not.i'll cry.heeheenvr been out wif ya since musical nite.now ur pobation is over.ken go out wif ya.whee~kenot

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haish~onli 1 dae and im feeling damn miserable.realli shows tt i still miss euu..i was touched reading ur offline sms.y didn't u showed me da attn i need?i noe u loved me..u dun seem to show.i tot u aredi lose tt precious feeling.if u tynk im hapie ryte now.im not.i still admit tt i need euu.been crying fer da past few hours.it became werst when i saw euu juz now.so much misery cud be seen on ur

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sigh~it hurrts.can't take it animore.hey moni.if ure reading dis.make sure u undrstan.dun blame me fer leaving himm.im so harrtbroknn ok?im feeling lyke shit doing dis.im fucking pissed off.our realtionship is aredi lyke shit.he let it be.when he realise we'r drifting.he dun care.even his frens notice it.y am i letting it all out?coz im sick of being played arnd.sick of putting fake smile when i

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been almost a week since i updated.soo tired..no tyme to update my life now.its all in my hart and mind.its da memories dat matters.its been quite long tyme since i went out wid him too.miss him so much.dunno wad i'll do wifout him.confused.dunno wad im doing ryte now.i noe its wrong.sigh~dun noe where to turn to.i'll stop my craps here..gtg.nid to study.

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sigh~dun feel lyke updating.dun bother reading my blog.feeling lyke shit over dis daes.sum1 is bugging me lyyke hell.fcuk her.so irritating.keeps on nagging.wad da fuck!sheesh.no lyfe!won shuddup for even a minute.argh!

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sigh~heartbrokn to pieces.went study jus now.go skool wif hiim juz now.was kool.he was late.gt 6 sticks ryte now.stressed out ryte now.doesn't seem to b close to him animore.is it my fault?dunno.mayb its his.sigh~its okae.mayb its fated to b tt wae.u deserve sum1 bettr.we were close only fer awhilenow?it seems we are lyke strangers.im sorie to sae tis.im jus letting my heart out.cun bear da pain

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woohoo!~yesterdae was funn!went to c da firewerks.super niice!wheee~if only u were tere dear.juz above our heads.lyke da one wif da effect ,tt seems tat is falling on us and fades..teres anoder one wif waterfall effect.gt no preference though.all of it was niice.sadly i gt no camera so cun't take pics.haish~its okae it'll stay in my head for as long as i live.love da memories.so lucky to be able

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haish~todae has been such a bad dae for me.i gt B3 for malay.haf to retake and c junaidah face again.todae verii sadd.i noe wad i did yesterdae hurrt euu.dun do tis to me.i was stubborn wanting euu back.met u juz now morning.do u still wanna be wif me?if u dun i'll go awae.u didn't even kol me.i tried calling u but to no avail.u didn't pick up.u were online on msn.send u IMs.u didn't reply.been

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haish~did i juz broke up wif Azmi?am i dreaming?i tot i was.he juz lemme go lyke tt.i tot he dun love me.ask if he still love me.shocked to see tat sum1 i love is gone.juz lyke tt.hate myself.im so soriiee..i tot u were bettr off wifout me..werds wud get around fast.Fahmi will noe.he'll be wanting me beck.i dun wan.i need Azmi..i realli need him..baybiie..plz come beck to mee...i was hurrt by the

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whee~going to KL..bubye dear!mis ya loADZ!muaxXX!!!

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sigh~juz came beck frm my uncle's houseso tiredd..slack da whole dae todae.didn't even touch any books.(xcept da book i borrowed jus now)did not haf da mood to studywaitin fer him to reply.tap tk reply.status set to awaehe called me juz now..gott disturb by his fwens.LOLdunno hu.keep calling me stoopid.ASSHOLEif onli i knew hu tt was.baby saed it was Ameerul.argh~dun feel good.ate too many

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juz came beck frm nyte class.haf physics exam tmrr.argh!been quite bz to update.LOL~ever since x country.it was fun.went out at 6+board da bus and saw Azmi fren.so badd.nvr sae hi.didn't noe me so I DUN CAREden coincidentally Azmi board da bus.cool huh~he didn't c me.den his fren told him i was at da beck.he smiled and sat nxt to me.ferst ting he did was to kiss me at da cheeks.den a bear hugg..

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haish~not skoolin todae..veri sianz~miss him loads.im confused.i lurve Azmi.but my x keep coming back in m lyfe.how am i suppose to keep him awae.scared tt i'l miss him.heart saes gif him another chance.but i wun coz i love Azmi.baby didn't kol me yesterdae.i was so sadd.wondering where he went.he saed he sleep.fine wif tt.i dun care.yesterdae saw him wif his frens.tot he wud sit wif me.but he

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yay~top up my fone aredi.ken talk long2 agaen.whee~been hell using da home fone.my lil sis owaes disturbin.ape sey..byy....i miss u so much..come to me.i'll care for euu.i'll love euu.like i never dooevery step i take.every move i make.everytime i pray i'll be missing euu.

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whee~getting ready to go NYTE CLASSit'll b so funn!!yay!be meeting my baby ferst!sae meet me at 5..hahaok dear.aniting fer euu..muaxXx!kk cao!!

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went to S'pore Idol yesterdae.wif my cuzzie.was veri fun.haiss~can't seem to keep u outta my head.~mish my panda~Hady Mirza was so kiyut.didn't realli go c them up close.saw them live.ahakz.saw Gayle.she was kiyut.yesterdae was my uncle's engagementso da house was so full of ppl.didn't haf tyme to update.i realli miss u.but u dun seem to care.i tot u realli appreciate me.i left him to b wif u.i

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im so angry todae.nth seems to be going in my wae.shoes i ordered cun fit me!fuck larr!!tmrr is my uncs engagement.stoopid xia.do on weekdae .sheesh~probably not going to skool tmrr.veri laziie xia...eheh!i mish him so muuchh...had an argument wif tt jerk juz now.haish..he's makin such a fool out of me.trying to convince me.tat i still luv him.i told u so.im not luving u animore.my hart is wif

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soo tired~been up and out da whole dae.spend da whole dae in skool.den go beck go tuition.im so flushed.im jus updating my blog for da sake of updating.i mish my baby.lupx him so much.tat jerk keep calling me.was on da wae home juz now.he ajak lpak.i was reluctant but juz sat tere.dey noe abt me and Azmi aredi.kk gtg aredi.

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DAMN!im going craziie ryte now.gt no more sticks left.went everywhere.tried to find SKL.but can't find one.my nails sux!my nail polish jus hapen to finish.haish.he didn't kol me the whole dae.actualli he did.but oni for a few secs.haish~stil not sure if he noes how ti lyn me or nt. im a veri demanding person.we'r still in da early stage.got to gif him tyme.aniwaes.nvm.not gonna c him tmrr.i

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whee~musical was funn.i realli lyke itdun tynk i'll type boutthe incidents in skool.aniwae after skool.Fiza came over my place.decided to get ready.tried da straightener.spoilt my hair.bloody hell!haish.oh well.Azmi and Azwin came to my place.fetch us princesses.den we proceed to JE int.da MRT was bloody packed wif ppl.den at one point of tymw where many ppl got offhe stand behind me and put his

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whee~tmrr musical.cannot wait!woohoo!be wearing my dress.black halter neck and haf cardi.goin wib Azmi.yay!be fetching me frm my house.so hapie!juz now go Library.miit him.den go mamam at Long John's.go arcade.tried to win da pooh bear.but sadly to no avail.didn't get dat ting.its okae.after tt go sit undr block.3 sticks of SKL.wow!high!haha.lyke da feeling.aniwaes.i'll update on musical tmrr.so

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yay~2 more daes to Musical Nyte!got so many free periods juz now.LOL.slept all da wae.actualli first period slack.talk to Fiza.den second period gt english.do comprehension.was so sleepy.finally FREE period!get to sleep!two periods!den recess.go down 5 minutes earlier.not much difference.still went down.didn't eat.dey feed me eacha spoon.haha.lurved being pamperedgot a stick of SKL jus

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whee~going to johor.wan go buy dress..yay~kenot wait for da musical nyte!hrm.wonder wad kinda dress shud i buy.off shoulder?long dress?kiyut dress?haha.argh!dunno wad to sae aredi.i jus missed him.haish.tts such an insult. bloody muthafuckA!TYNK SO FUNIE AR!idiot bustard!

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haish~made my baby sadd.hurt his feelings.went to get my mp3 frm Fahmi.den saw my baby,he tot i wif him.i oni go take mp3.haish.my fren was tere.i was so lucky.saw lang jus now.he wib baby and his frens.i missed my baby so much.he gaf me SkL.niice.but den da strawberri flavour dun haf liao.aniwae i still appreciate it.lup u baby.hate dat bustard.make my lyfe miserable.sheesh~i cun concentrate on

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tired~juz came back frm ugamer.chatting wib my panda.talking mushy stuff all da wae.mishk him so much.juz met him on fridae.probably be meeting him tmrr morn.duh.as usual.nvr miss a dae mot meeting him.we r getting closer each and everi dae.it all started when i was down.he was tere for me.he noe i was feeling down.haha.mish those tymes.he makes me go craziie wif his kisses.hey darlynk if u

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sho tired~juz came beck frm mendaki.didn't c my bro juz now.mus haf left aredi.stoopid asshole!he's not back yet.he got ugame layter.suspect he went to arcade.always playing tha initial-Dstoopid xia.waste money.im bored.mishk my baby.yay~he going to musical nyte.whee..hmm.yesterdae saw Lin wif her sis.sae Fahmi wantd tp patch wif wati.i saed i dun care.ya ryte..lyke i caire.hmm.she saw me and

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fahmi cuzzin juz called me.told me abt wad happened yesterdae.sae Fahmi called her sounding desperate.wants me beck.not suprising abt tat though.she said Fahmi's mum is gonna qn her layter.haixXx.so poor thing.stuck in da middle.im pissed now.i dunno wad to tynk.saw Lang on da wae back hm.told me he lykes me.gave him my number.sae he saw fahmi wif another gerl.i was so pissed.he kept talking

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as usual i mit him juz now morning.my routine everidae.periods to dae was soo boring.caught a few winks during Mrs Ng lessn.was shocked when ms wong came in.told us to stay beck tis fridae for prac.paid attn to da rest of da lessn.got back our bio prac.got a 3 out of 20.haha!miss ooi so pissed.hu cares.fahmi called me during lesson.wanted to mit me and talked.tried to persuade me not to break

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yay?or sad~haish...dumped tt stoopid bustard.was told by his cousin tt he gt another gerl.so,wifout wasting any momentsi kol his fren and told him off.fuck him to da core.Fucking bustard.asked Azmi to go musical wib me.he dun wan.i veri saddd xia.hu am i goin to gif da ticket to?haix.kinda pissed ryte now.can't accept da fact tt i've been cheated on.y r guys lyke tt?keep hurting gerls.but den not

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whee~juz now mornin go meet him.gave me plenty of kisses.im lyke obsess of him ryte now.saw a pic of a gerl in his hp.quite pretty.wonder hu she is.he got dis guilty look on da face.oh well hu am i to stop him frm havin another gerl.heart painhaha!yeah ryte!im bored.later got tuition.my lyfe veri bz now.LOLjuz now Ms Ooi scolded me for no fucking reasoni was so pissed.downright bitch she is.i

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yay~my aunt frm french wantd to go capoeirashe asked me to come along.i saed okae and off we went.went to her house firstshe wantd to get her stuff first.went tere and put on nail polishcomb my hair.make sure everything is finne.she gave me french-english dictionary.i was intrestd in learning french.beautiful culture.went to substation juz nw.went to c a session of capoeiraso cool!haha!da pp tere

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sigh~fone has been taken awae.LOL.hu cares.mum cursed me.i dun pick up private kols.i tot my grandma.so i kol my grandma house.she sae my mum not tere.my mum tot i purposely nvr pick up her kol.i put inside my room.nvr hear.i put silent summore.sigh~wat to do.mum dun trust me animore.LOL.im a bad gerl.Bad is my middle name.teres no shana wifout bad.haha.LOL.mish my darlynk.haish.oways been trying

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whee~chatting wif darlz ryte now.went to skool wif him.was walking when i saw fahmi's cuzz.i was so shocked.nearly fainted.hmm.wonder wad they'll tel him.LOL.as if i cared.i was in my werld when im wif him.haish.wish i cud turn back tymebe wif him rather than tt person.im a walking confused retardo.haish.can't stop sighing.bloody hell.i need him so much.i .......

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dottz.~i got a bloody painful period cramps.wanted to buy da pills downstairs.dun hab.shit xia!im in pain.since in skool.i had to bear one hour of Mdm tan's remedial.so sick.wanted to roll around da floor.the pain is unbearable.lucky lil panda was tere.sms me.da whole dae.lupx ya darlz.tanx so muucchh.met him juz now.so bloody cute.LOLmish him so much.after 2 mths.finally got to mit him face to

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im so confused.im wif sum1 else.but my heart is wif sum1 else.he's a year younger den me.i keep saying i love u to sum1else.but realli deep down.i love sum1else.haish.he keeps denying.i tried telling him i want him.its juz tt we'r stopped coz im attch.Fcuk!haish.veri sadd.

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yay~juz updated my blogdamn!change da skin.it's not visible mayb bcoz too large.or wad ever da shit islyuke as if i cared.made me sit here lyke an idiot.hrm.i kinda mish my boo.my mum saw our pics in my wallet.she was Fcuking pissed.aniwae.im sick of having a guy.i juz can't put my feeling in werds.im scared to tell him da truth.da truth sux.i can't bear to ask for a break up.break up sux.duhh!

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whheee.nvr been updating.LOL.been busy.hehe.musical nitez coming up.trying to find my bez outfit.whee..it'll be so cool.be bringing my DArLz.not sure who yet.can't decide.he wants to go.but i dun tynk he'll enjoy it though.tot of wearing black colour offshoulder.same stuff wif my aunt.she bought me stripes spaghetti top.hmm..tot of finding a skirt.a black half cardigan.and wear it wif my high

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hrm..so long nvr update.kinda mis tagging into ppl's blogi dunno wad am i feeling ryte now.im feeling guilty for having doin those things.im not suppose to even b wif Him.im suppose to be commited to 1.but i didn't.i was so BAD .a veri notti gerl i am.i am suppose to ConFESS to him.but i am scared.he'll throw me away for sure.oh well!kayz..gtg..off to johore agaen.

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whee..im beck.been in Jb for 3 bloody days.do painting.haf to paint da gate.which is so bloody big.damn!so tiring.did work all dae.was paid off by packet rice.was nice.made me felt so fulloh dear.im having an upset stomach now.wad did i eat?mus be those sandwiches my mum made.wad did ya put MUM?its killing me now.got to go.bye.

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oh no!i'll b going to JB layta.b beck nxt week i tynk.haish.i'll mis them.aniwaes got to get ready.i'll update more when i get beck.toodles.

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boredboredbored!surfing da net.da singapore idol juz came across my mnid.heehee.love PAUL TWOHILL!=)so kiyut!voice veri niicee.i loike!damn!if oni i can haf him as my boyfren!oops!sowie darlz.no offence!was so touched when he sang da song here wifout you.one of my fave songs too.hope he can get to da finals.hmm.its my babysis b'dae tmrr.BUT i'll going out tmrr.planned a class outing.be going to

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juz now went to skool.got chem remedialactualli we were suppose to go beck at 11.30but den we gto released at 11 lyke tat.yippee!=)planned to mit him after tat.noe wad?he saed it was raining and he can't go out of skul!idiot!i waited till 11.38,den he koled.sheesh.den haf to wait until he reached da bus stop.so in total i waited lyke 1hr+ for him.muthafuck!i was so pissed..-_-^.lucky for him it

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been 5 daes since i updatedowayz told my self tat im gonna update tomorobut i end up not updatinghaish.. -_-'gto a timetable for revisioni end up infront of the comp playing games.can't help it=pkinda waitin for sum1 to kolgt veri bored and went online.mum's nagging for me to study.sheesh!gimme a break.oh well!got to go.sign in soon...enuf, i guess

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went to skul late todae.suppose to be in skul by 7.50.woke at 8 ahakz.=)reach skool arnd 8.40.b4 tat go mit Fahmi.sae he wa send me to skool.heeheeafter skool when i reach JE int den he kol.he asked me where am i.i sae at int lorz.he asked to wait for him.he said he going tere.dun sound lyke him though.usually he will stay at home.hmm..ever since tat incident.he changes ALOT.wadever

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wheeuz finish MT exams juz now.paper 1 was quite harddidn't noe wad to writehaish..im gonna die u noewent to Fahmi b'dae party..ate alotyummy!got pizza..got nasi briyanihaish..veri hungry rytewill not 4get da incident tathappened on tat dae.sheesh! felt so bad!wanted to break up actualli but denhe won't let me.=(can't imagine myself wifout him.parents keep naggin for me to break up wib him.why?my

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at home alone again..later goin to da muvees..den nyte...a b'dae party..nearby oni..haiyo...mondae got mly o'lvl...feel so bad...guilty...hmm...mummy asked me tofollow go malaysia...but i refused...i dun wan to let Fahmidown..i oso dun wanna let him down...im oways da one sacrficing..but he still dun appreciate...yesterda we had a small feud...we oways had dis communication breakdown...both of us

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hmm..in my cuzz house..touch-screen laptop..not fair..i wan xia..cool..im using it ryte now..instd of typing..im pressing alphabets...cool..again..gtg...why hello thr. (:obviously im nt thee sweetie farhana.bt im her equally sweet (or maybe a pinch more)cousin.LOL.ok, im just joking lah.anyways.she's jealous of me.coz i have a TABLET.tt new laptop which u can write on.haha.dear,even if u haf this

shanaheartsazmihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18377531057088857131noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6232616.post-1148470802342389002006-05-24T19:37:00.000-07:002006-05-24T04:40:02.370-07:00

haish...failed 4 subjects...hmm..but den....i pass my maths!woohoo!nvr pass tat ting b4..i totally sucked at it...dunno why...aniwaes.. i pass my socisl studies..wow!can't believe it!i use to get F9...but den i got B4...oh well im hapie enuf.!i wanna get A1 for malay..but gt B3 instead...one more mark..becoz she can't read my handwriting...poor old hag..muz b blind...ow well...i mish Azmi..haha..

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haish miz him so much...dunno how many daes aredi nvr mit..well...i failed alot of stuff..but oni by a few marks..i pass maths!yay!for da ferst tyme..but oni for paper 1..paper 2 i not sure....flung my bio ,chem,history and POA...haish...scared sey..O lvl in 4 mths tyme...i guess teres no break for me..June holidae muz buck up...hell of alot...can't wait 4 musical nyte!woohoo!can dress up!hmm...

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yay!exam finish liao!loads of burden lifted off..woohoo!ken enjoy..hmm..FRidae nvr skool so go outz..wif Fahmi...celebrtate his b'dae and our 9th mth anniversary..tat dae da date was 19..anni was 15..his b'dae on 14..da dae b4 tat go jurong east buy my shoes..niice...got ribbon..very shiny...finally yesterdae gt togo johore...bought BOdy Shop perfume~MOONFLOWER..hmm..niice...aniwaes we took pics

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haix..i stink...scared ar tml exxam...no confidence...can't seem to absorb da infos in my brain..hmm...HAPIE B'DAE!..todae Fahmi b'dae..so sad..dun get to celebrate wif him..haish..tomoro gt exam..nvm..mayb i'll bring him out someother dae...hope he undrstans...i gt exam..need study..tomoro physics and history...all facts..hopefully physicxs is easy..da more i try to forget tat sum1..da more i

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haix..shud i b hapie?or sad?i did okae for Eng..chemistry...haiyo...i 4gt da formula...dumb xia...sheesh...dun lyke...the exothermic reaction...how to calculate da energy...bodoh xia...and ionic eqn..damn...i forgt again...and cations and Anions...didn't memorise da table....anther mistake...mayb ken pass...but 50:50...den POA...ahakz!hopeless loser...pathetic xia...oni noe some..didn't even

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haish...fucking bored ryte now...got stomach ache..i tynk bcoz of yesterdae wedding...shit!..wad da heck..yesterdae go tuition came beck at 11..was fun...Abg Taufik!ur da bez..woohoo!undrstan all tat he teach...niice...ahakz...i tynk lyke ken pass my maths ar...yay!but den...no confident..haish....yesterdae...he didn't kol...but lucky me...Azmi called...gt fren...was so bored...ahakz...keep

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Azmi!whee...hmm..notti2...shall not say aniting..hehe...ahakz...hrmm...juz now got mly exam..paper 1 and 2...wah!sianz...hmm...no mood to study..mondae i tynk gt mt paper3...heheh...den gt social studies...i oso tynk got science paper..or english...woohoo...boring...after lepak...straight awae go beck...2+...ahakz..hmm..cannot forget wad hapen...tat morning...wud b memories...sweet memories...

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whee...if pass mid year get 3250...yay!so muz study hard !i dream of tat...hmm...idiot sey...juz now kol him...kip calling me stupid....i gt so fucked up..put down da fone....didn't kol me beck...tot of switching off da hp...tk sampai ati...den i kol him beck...purposely say waitin forme to kol?he laugh..den he sae dun even tynk im calling beck..fucker!nabey chibai!tiz kind of boifren oso haf...

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4 daez nvr update..been quite busy..i noe wad i write in da blog hurts euu..i didn't mean too..im bad...im asking for too much attention..im sorie..i am sorie tat i hurt euu..if ur reading diz..pliz 4gif me...im confused...tat dae...when he let medown and cry..u were there for me...den he came back..asking for anther chance..u wanted to go..i dun let euu..but den i can't bear to c u gt hurt...im

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3 daes didn't update...hrm..been bz lately...lyke i've saed exams are near...whee..yesterdae go town..was fun..go walk2 in town..ahakz..go shaw towers...den go plaza singapura..Don and bear go starhub...me,fahmi,nabil,din,dade..we going up da escalator when aym saw man and fiza...we go arcade..played time crisis...nice..i survive longer than aym...yay!before tat...got mendaki...den go JP...go

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hmm..uploading songs to Suprina's mp3..tot she came todae..wanna gif her da mp3 beck..too bad den..nvr come..if she comes tomoro...will come back at 11.30..ahakz..dun feel lyke going skool tml..aniwaes.sit at home oso got wad?...borinng..alwaes got scolded...sheesh...i wan outz ar...can't take it animore..stress to da core...hmm..juz now in bio test did okaes..but i tynk i made a stoopid mistake.

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oh no!im dead..im lost..my life unorganize..haish...where's my diary?moi pics..my sayang baby picture...haish...Fuck!im such a stoopid bitch...argh!so dead..exam schedule...timetable...so disoriented..(sobsob)...how?i tynk i left it at religious class...haix...so sad...hopefully its with my religious teacher..hrmm...u tynk its wif her?i hope so...coz if not...i dunno where to find..and i'll lose

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weehee...niicee...i got new watch..veri niicee....i loike..gucci..real or not?no idea..(seriously)..aniwaes..as daes go buy im getting tiredof going to skool..dunno y..haish..slept in da afternnon..den talk through da nyte till 1..but den b4 tat study a few chapters here andtere..wan to pass...hehe...go poly...take multimedia..weehee...good ryte?kkz..gtg..

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hrm...i juz found da tyme to update todae...been bz lately..mid year ish arnd da corner...yesterdae go johore go SHOPPING!got to buy niice shirts.i bought one v neck tee and off shoulder..one blue..da other one turquoise...bought some snacks to eat in da car..otw home veri loong journey..hmm...Fahmi juz come back..sae he bought me some stuff...wonder wad sey...i mish my bear!yay!tml get my bear

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yesterdae tk update..hehe...hmm..yesterdae go johore...come back at 2+am..go shopping...buy alot of stuff..got a new bag...pink colour...veri niiceden go buy baby stuff wan to gif fizababy brother...bought veri kiyut stuff...buy boxes to put my books...den car stuff...sit at delifrance...hrmm...ahakz...not much to type..hmm...kaylaa...bubuaiz...

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yay!die come back aredi..woohoo!hehe..so hapie..ken msg aredi..juz now go jurong west...den go buy contact lens..go c mp3...nicee....95 buckz!...save money..den go buy contact lens..buy oreo blended..haish...no mood to update...bubuaiz...

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hmm...alomost teo daes nvr update..too tired yesterdae...actualli lazy..need to study for math test..hehe..oh well...veri good ryte..heh..i quite suprise my self..erm..noe wad..actualli yesterdae go poly take mc..cabot..hehe..bad ryte...oh well...had fun yesterdae....wakaka...bad ryte me..but den ar...how bad i am oso..i dun drink i dun smoke...ahakz...i found something abt my good friend..but

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boorrriiinnggg....nth special hapenned to dae..YETi guess...tat sum1 saez after he bathe he gonna kol..since 1.30...till now..haixx...once a bustard still a bustard..wat to do..i mish my boo..Astika...nicee...being wif her...veri da kecoh...lupx her sey...so tembam and kiyut..ahakz...i write diz consperm adr org jealous.hehe..i sae sum1 else kiyut..heyy..ur not da oni one hu is kiyut okae..still

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damn!got stomach ache..oww...it hurtz..my arse hurts too.ahakz..alone at home..waiting for myfamily to come beck..sae layter going out.hmm..i wonder where r we going?ehekz..stomachache how to go out?wait in da public stomach pain..paisey ar..dun realli go to public toilets..some stinkz eww..chattin wif my auntie now..nxt mth due for labour..ahakz...baby gerl..confirm kiyut.now giving me advice to

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damn!got stomach ache..oww...it hurtz..my arse hurts too.ahakz..alone at home..waiting for myfamily to come beck..sae layter going out.hmm..i wonder where r we going?ehekz..stomachache how to go out?wait in da public stomach pain..paisey ar..dun realli go to public toilets..some stinkz eww..chattin wif my auntie now..nxt mth due for labour..ahakz...baby gerl..confirm kiyut.now giving me advice to

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so pissed at fahmi ken..told him not to disturb Azmi..haixx..tat guy also brave sey come alone..haha..he sae syg punyer pasal..ape lar...lucky Fahmi didn't do aniting to Azmi...if he does pat situ jgak i'll fuck him upside down..my lil darlynk..so adorable...still got da gutz to admit he lyke me..tt butard ask if he got msg me syg2 or not..he cover for me and sae no..but he sae he was da one hu

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juz now sports dae...ehekz..it was fun.i got my hair spryaed purple and pink..verii niicee....i loike...saw Azmi..so cute...ahakz..bite his cheekz..ahakz...keep smiling so adorably..whee..look at me lyke tat...sheesh..ken make ppl melt sey..oh well my Beloved Panda...of course kiyut...*winkz*well...mish him...hehe..always tere when i need him...thankz...*hugs*heehee...den after tat..go lepakz wif

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haish..i hate my mum..Fcuk!...dun she understand da meaning of tired?study!study!study!i'll die studying somedae..expect sho much frm me..im not her fucking robot sey..expect me to study 24 hours...argh!!!feel lyke going out now..sheesh...can't even use da fone..argh!..im so fucked up...haish..dunno ar...

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im sowie tat i hurrtt euu..i didn't mean to...never had da intention to do so..it hurts me to hurt euu..i noe ur angry with me now..i wun blame euu..coz i am to b blame...im seriously so sorie...i noe ur hurt and all...i haf to tell you da truth..da truth hurtz..now i miz you...i can't deny it but..tiz is da truth..i can't let him go lyke tat..itz too hard for me...i can't b with you..ur too good

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nth much happen todae...class were sho boring..realli..oni bio is intrsting...damn....it was so bad..Ms Ooi show us videoclip abt birth..OMG...eeewwww....how da baby came out of da V...sheesh..i gt so disgusted..dunno wad to sae...den da caesarian..cut off lyke tat...i almost puke...okok..stop it..dun talk abt it aredi..after bio remedial,we went to Jurong East to go popular..when we enter da

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